I took a few days off of blogging to recharge. Life seems to get more and more daunting as I move forward. But there are also a few amazing changes that I want to share.
The first is that I think I’m going to move out of my dorm. While the people on my floor are lovely, I find the dorm culture to be a bit toxic and too transitory for my taste. This is something that I’ve been looking forward to as an abstract thought for a while, but it’s much closer to becoming a reality than ever before.
The second is that I’m trying to make a monetary commitment to myself. I have enough things lying around, not all of them being used, that I don’t need to buy anymore. I want to make sure that I’m financially stable as I move out and that I start saving money the way I really should be.
Finally, I want to do the things that I set out to do over the summer. I want to draw twice a week. I want to read all the books I’ve purchased. I want to go back to writing letter. I’ve been dealing with difficulty and stress. In general, I really just lost sight of what I’m doing and who I am because I was too caught up in the stress of the moment and the difficulty of the moment. I want to get back in touch with the ideal me that I was working to be, rather than the miasmic discouraged me.